The feeling of being used

Sub title: from a little black girls perspective   I hate this feeling; as if I don’t see what is happing to me; as if I don’t see you using me. Only needed when there are certain standards to meet. Only paying me when there is a need of me; my color makes it no…

I never knew how in depth mental health was until now. Approximately 1 in 5 adults in the U.S (43.8million or 18.5% of Americans) experience mental health problems (granted this does not include the rest of humanity as well as children). Whether it be Anxiety, depression, substance abuse of even and eating disorder. Some of…

a little back story

My life was never planned perfectly. Honestly I can’t remember when I ever decided to put order into my life. I was always a love bug. I would have chosen a life as a wife, rather than being alone. But due to my actions I became pregnant with my high school sweethearts first born son;…

To a little broken soul trying to heal a broken home

It’s a lot I would love to say to you; I’m sure if you knew me; we could talk all day. But before the day gets away I will keep it short and sweet. Oh, and how rude of me; its very nice to meet you, my name is Ce or you can call me…

Today taught me……

  I was texting my aunt when I realized that relationships especially broken ones take time to recover (I’m sure you know that already). But most importantly in order to get a certain re-action out of someone you would have to approach them with the same action. In all aspects let’s start off with us…

Medical system

  Saturday evening (3/4/17) at 5pm, we called an ambulance to come help my mother; she was unconscious and bleeding from her mouth & head. We live in bunter NC, and Granville medical is just 6 miles from where I live (Granville medical is where the EMS’s are located). The operator told us that it would take…

Communication

Every day we use this oral tool to pass along knowledge; news; excitement; inspiration and even gossip. A simple way of expressing what our emotions are withholding. There are things that need to be passed along floating around like a big glob of glue; only being passed to those whom selfishly keep it to themselves;…

Lost

In a world where ideas come and go. It seems that everything I think of has already been fulfilled or will be in the blink of an eye. As if I envision things, and in a moment of a second it’s already done (and not by me). Or the most common feeling of them all…

Praying Mother

My mother was a very blessed woman; not wealth wise, sometimes not even health wise. Yet so strong and graceful in spirit. In the peak of adversity that’s when her wings grew. Soaring above every conflict and downfall with her faith only in God. My mother always seems to know how to heal wounds that…

Find happiness in any work place;

There are some people out there that dislikes every job they have ever worked; Then there people like me, I’d love my job at first; then while critiquing every little thing ….the devil attacks. I start to feel as if I want be happy until I’m my own boss (speaking into existence). But then I…